I've received many well-wishes since my last post - thanks all you guys. They have made my days :)

So often I've read about other people going thru worse illnesses and how their perspectives change, and I nod in detached agreement.

But now, I begin to understand.

Unable to do much, I now am forced to rely on God and others - not earning their love or compassion, cos I can't do anything for them. And thus I'm beginning to realise what true GRACE is.

Undeserved favour.
Undeserved.

Really, my heart wells up with thanks for this period.

I find my world is changing. Not because it's changing.

But because I am.