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Saturday, June 11, 2005

Yes, I'm back from church camp, and was it AWESOME. Till this point, even now, I can't even begin to put into words the experience, the touch, the deep stirring, the privilege of being used by Him for His glory and purpose. But one thing I do know, is that I met Him in a very real way, and that's just but the beginning of more and deeper revelations to come.

In fact, today the reminder for me is to be careful not to live in the glory of yesterday, or even in the anointing or encouragement of yesterday, but to "forget what is behind and press on to what's ahead in Christ Jesus", because there are better things to come. Even more than I can ask or imagine! And the call for me is to simply obey and trust God, and not doubt one single bit as to the extent and magnitude He wants to use me, even further, for His glory and kingdom! But I must continue to love and obey Him, to, above all, seek to please HIM above pleasing men, that everything I do is out of a genuine love for Him and men, and not for reputation or any mere outward appearance of spirituality.

And I cling on to being burning as a human torch for Him, not as a flame that relies on yesterday's touch, but one that's continually fanned brighter everyday by spending time with Him and His Word. I yearn to be a vessel where both His power and presence can both reside, in ever-increasing glory, that I may be able to truly "arise and shine" for Him, not for personal glory, but for His kingdom's sake. I yearn to move even deeper, even deeper, in the prophetic, to minister a timely word from the Lord to those around me, all whom He loves deeply, whether Christian or not. To truly be a living channel of His love and power!

I cling onto His personal destiny for me, rather than desire anyone else's destiny. It's so tempting to envy and strive, but today I decide to fix my eyes on Him, and to see myself as He sees me. For I know I am called to a purpose that I've been especially created to fulfill, and it is that creates meaning for my existence. I don't want to be one running as though "beating the air", but one living for a purpose that goes beyond the natural understanding of what life on this earth is all about.

A deeper and fuller revelation of You Lord! To hear Your voice in such clarity and precision, and to KNOW You in such a measure beyond my imagination. I call unto You, and know that You have promised to answer me, and tell me great and unsearchable things I do not know... I want to know You more and more!

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prinsessa mused @ 10:58 PM

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What this blog is about:
A fodder of conversations -
I like to jump off the human bandwagon, grab a cup of coffee, and take time to talk, to my Papa God, others, and myself (not out loud of course). And it is in these times of quietude where a mess of thought becomes coherent.
5 minutes with me would reveal:
1) I love bread & coffee
2) I snack way too much
3) I love my movies
4) I have a strangely low voice for my look,
the latter often described as 'babyfaced'
5) I can be embarrassingly hyper or strangely subdued
(depends on when you catch me)
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The skinny figure featured on the left
was dreamt up and drawn by yours truly.
You can say it's me,
albeit with less hair and meat.
(same round face, though.)

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